So, i've been 4 days at home not going to my office and so on and so on not in the situation like i just really in bed but i called it recovery after what i've been through. I woke up in the morning refuse to overthinking yet thinking about everything,clean up my room decorating again and etc. I watched dvd a lot, download many songs sync to my ipod/ipad, writing eating and all the thing that i missed a lot i used to be woke up in the morning feeling sad and thinking about what should i do what he doing over there and bla bla bla, now i stop it. I'am not saying i'am not sad i admit i'am sad but its just becomes numb so i just being grateful to be like this and i do things that somehow makes me have distraction or somehow somewhat making me busy. Now i just want to focus on my self that i missed a lot, this monday i will going to my office, this saturday hanging out with my friends, this sunday going to book fair and doing the photography even i just upload it to instagram dunno somehow interests. This January after i finished thie internship i have my holiday plan ,2 plans ; first i'am going to Kuala lumpur & Singapore for a month or i'am going to Karimun Jawa and i'am ready to hit back the college and hit you *sarcasm*