You've got a friend in me

I was watching toy story all over again and i found out that friend never give up with another friend no matter what. Im not saying that i do hate my problems i just dont know how to fix it. We dont know. its like blur thing that everyone cant see but we can actually feel it. Maybe im the selfish one. I cant figuring out, I just want this problem dissapear like real soon or we could be pretending that there is no such a problem. I did pretending that there is no such a problem. Why so hard on you to be pretending like me? If i could be the stubborn i would saying that id never give up on my friend. Just Feel that im here and stand by me. Why nobody really cares? whats changed? is it our society? society sucks. college suck more than that. Should we be hysterical? As you listen i'll reduce advice to dust. Well excuse me im trying to stay in character young pal! why everything seems like my fault? Just talk to me if you need help, im not kind of friend that could forgetting about my close-friend easier. Instead that you seem didnt need my help. We do a lot improve here. Its ok if im the one who took you as my bestfriend in fact you not took me as your bestfriend as iam.You may have everything except everything to share with, thats why you need a friend but  Just stay loose you'll be fine maybe

Yang paling perih dari sendirian tuh bukan pas kita lagi sedih,Justru pas kita lagi ketawa seneng tapi gak ada yang bisa kita ajak ikut ketawa

Adhitia Sofyan you got me on your lyrics

As I walk to the end of the line
I wonder if I should look back
To all of the things that were said and done
I think we should talk it over

Then I noticed the sign on your back
It boldly says try to walk away
I go on pretending I'll be ok
This morning it hits me hard that

Still everyday I think about you
I know for a fact that's not your problem
But if you change your mind you'll find me
Hanging on to the place
Where the big blue sky collapse


As I stare at the wall in this room
The cracks they resemble your shadow
When everyday I see time goes by
In my head everything stood still

I'm waiting for things to unfreeze
Til you release me from the ice block
It's been floating for ages washed up by the sea
And it's drowning, thought you should know that

You see people are trying
To find their way back home
So I'll find my way to you

No matter where you go i wont be very far

Amy Winehouse - Will you still love me tomorrow?


I'd like to know that your love
Is love I can be sure of
So tell me now, cause I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Will you still love me tomorrow?

Norah Jones - What am i to you?

What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Vast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue

When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so 

Adhitia Sofyan - Adelaide Sky

I'll let you know what's on my mind
I wish they've made you portable
Then I'll carry you around and round
I bet you'll look good on me
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/adhitia_sofyan/adelaide_sky.html ]
I'll fly away tomorrow
It's been fun
I'll repeat the cliché
Things won't be the same without you

Sondre lerche - 2 Way monologue

All the other options that you had in mind starve me

Cause I'm optionless and turkey-free and blind

Won't you listen and I'll let you in on this
Blind me!
As you listen I'll reduce advice to dust
Oh no!
I shouldn't have to spell my name

I wont it happen

Express not impress

Im staying up all night long i dont know million things running on my mind. Its 05.09 am already and im doing anything just posting on my blog,tumblr,searching some pictures,news,quotes,the new novel or interesting book. i dont have someone to talk to :(. My friends busy with their life. My best buddy busy with his final exam and another-used-to-be-my bestfriend i dont know we dont actually talking for about a week maybe more than that. geez no one cares like i said unless i knew that this is my fault that i care too much with others and sometimes i expect that they will do the same thing like me. I want to tell you about a little magic or  in Bahasa call it " Peramal". On Thursday i went to to a place for fotocopy or printing that almost of colleger in my campus know that the owner capable to read our mind or what happen to us by the handwritting of us. I tried my luck and he said " you always live in the past, you never get anyone who will fits you better if you dont want to erase the one who always staying at the bottom of your heart". I was surprised. Thats so true i knew it all years, ok i dont want to share about this lame story. Then he said again "One of your friend hate you because you are too easy going, friendly, sociable to others, easy to talk, making jokes like a boy, and care too much to your guy-friend, this person could stab you on the back but dont worry you live to express not impress
I knew it. I feel it. I know if someone hate/like me because im too sensitive ha-ha. Dont worry i dont mind if you hate me it means that im still on your mind thou.

Inspired

Due to the problem with my Girl-Friends in my college which had be solved and The always-been-my-OUR-PROBLEM with my bestfriend i found out that some quotes really fit my condition


"You ask me why, I give you the reason. You ask me how, I give you the steps. Bestfriends used to be like us.


"Surround yourself with people who are for you not against you.It's not about the quantity of friends, it's about the quality of your friends


"I kinda miss the kind of friendship that's purely based on the person, and not how far you'll go for the person.


"that my friends, is a real invitation. real issue. real cause


"You think I don't notice things, but I do. You think that you can hide things from me, but you can't."


" Love is blind but friendship close it eyes"


"A fact : when you are up in life, your friends get to know who you are, but when you are down in life, you get to know who your friends are"


" it's funny when you down, people who cheer you up is the one you never expect while people you call friends only take you for granted"


Just so you know my friends and my bestfriend im so scared to lose all of you, sorry if i was being stubborn, childish and such a mess. Hope we could fix it asap :D. Thanks to the girls we already fix it i shud knew that its just simple misunderstanding.

Dear Bestfriend