Express not impress

Im staying up all night long i dont know million things running on my mind. Its 05.09 am already and im doing anything just posting on my blog,tumblr,searching some pictures,news,quotes,the new novel or interesting book. i dont have someone to talk to :(. My friends busy with their life. My best buddy busy with his final exam and another-used-to-be-my bestfriend i dont know we dont actually talking for about a week maybe more than that. geez no one cares like i said unless i knew that this is my fault that i care too much with others and sometimes i expect that they will do the same thing like me. I want to tell you about a little magic or  in Bahasa call it " Peramal". On Thursday i went to to a place for fotocopy or printing that almost of colleger in my campus know that the owner capable to read our mind or what happen to us by the handwritting of us. I tried my luck and he said " you always live in the past, you never get anyone who will fits you better if you dont want to erase the one who always staying at the bottom of your heart". I was surprised. Thats so true i knew it all years, ok i dont want to share about this lame story. Then he said again "One of your friend hate you because you are too easy going, friendly, sociable to others, easy to talk, making jokes like a boy, and care too much to your guy-friend, this person could stab you on the back but dont worry you live to express not impress
I knew it. I feel it. I know if someone hate/like me because im too sensitive ha-ha. Dont worry i dont mind if you hate me it means that im still on your mind thou.