I was being a dumb too long. I had the resolution that i wanna be happy in this year forgetting all about the fuckin things about love. One word describes me best is Fragile, im too fragile to enjoying my single life, i know i was wrong to build my own mind about us, every girls do. Missing someone is not that good when you know that you are trapped at the same place, like me. What will you do if you meet him? im not doing good, just walking pass him ,smile and said " Hi" like everything in the past was fine. We are Fine. We are good. I dont know sometimes im thinking we are a mess instead that im sure that he missing me too. Cliche? yes iam. Iam always seen everything based what im thinking. I might be true that every girls never forget the first boy she likes?? I dont have any reason if you asking me " why iam so into him?". I might be waiting him, every story implores us to wait for it. I did NOT waiting, Im just doing like we can be a friend. Im not into him anymore. I just wanna he always here beside me, hearing my not important news, my silly story. i just wanna we are having fun. But every story has their ending like our story
"sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope."
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