Books Taught me everything

Im in pain. i dont know somehow i feel that im always beside evryonewho need my help. but when i need one. there is no one, there is no you. let me explain that i was too naive when i said that " i love him" i said that with all of my heart maybe im the one who will be act like this. i could give my friends advice all of advices. for me? i think my advice is useless. i wanna make everyone happy. i wanna make everyone full with happiness. you might say that im too idealistic, cliche or err i knew im weird. Suddenly beside made my thingy assignments i read again my nick and norah"s infinite playlist and there is part of conversation like this :

Nick :"Do you really think that its getting worse?, i mean arent we better off than we were twenty years ago? or a hundred?"

Norah : "We're better off. But i dont know if the world's better off. I dont know if the two are the same thing"

Nick : Maybe we're the pieces

Norah : "Maybe we're supposed to do is come together. Thats how we stop the breaking

The last conv is from tikkun olam. the spiritual of life. im his biggest fans or wahtsoeva.

so if you are truly deeply in love just go get your smile and show your love your care with your ways and dont ever expect that he/she might give you a feedback

grr i think its for me. yeah fits me.